OMG! i have not been updating my livejournal i realise.
okay okay.
so here i go.
there are so many things going on in my life nowadays.
cant believe it. wont believe it.
gah. nevermind. no mood to blog.
maybe next time. :))
haha. this post was dedicated a long time ago.
anyway, today is the official opening of the Olympics!
08/08/2008
- Mood:
relieved - Music:why not -hilary duff
-the tired one
- Mood:
hungry
i'm so lost...there are too many things happening today.
there are many "what ifs?"
there are many uncertainties. there are many surprises...
someone just clear all this doubts for me?
you know i just wrote like 2 entries today in my blogger account. then now, i'm here to write a 3rd entry here in my livejournal account.
it's just the day la..almost everyone is feeling moody. yes, i mean everyone...
i have no idea why. it's very weird. there were like stoning moments plus depressing moments plus simply moody moments.
ok ok...i cant emphasize more. the day just turned out really bleahz.
i'll just end my entry here. i have no more mood to continue anyway.
sayonara-
- Mood:
uncomfortable
Oh no! Xiao Yan, that was really a wake-up call..
i appreciate your advice about ahem~
now, i must be more focused, yeah...
no more fooling around and it will soon subside, i hope.
i must not land myself in a sticky situation and HONG KONG is my motivation
i want to go there
and i want to go there with due credit
only then i can fully enjoy myself
it's quite an honour to get in the interview and i have to lift my head high and do well for promos
oh dear..
promos is just creeping into my life since i entered JC
whatthehell...
ahemahem~
today, i have to study maths and lit.
maths- to cover integration and differentiation.
lit- to cover othello
there is PW meeting tomorrow at PS
get PW over and done with and get at least a B
overcome the anxiety of presenting in front of a group of people.
yes, there it is.
signing off.
SYAZZY WUZZY =D
- Mood:
bouncy
hey, please have some courtesy to at least go FAR AWAY before telling some "sweet-nothings" about other people. it's disgusting! well, it could not have been something positive if it has to be kept a secret from the person mentioned.
HELLO~
so am i really sensitive? i really have no idea whether my reaction towards the situation was right but i certainly disapprove of the behaviour of those "people"...i guess in this world today, nothing is ever certain and clear-cut.
SIGH~
oh yeah.
just to keep it short and sweet.
dont dare expect others to be giving in, taking AND giving is part and parcel of life!
GETTHISINYOURHEAD!
oh, when will such people ever learn? (double sigh)
shaking head in disgust,
SYAZA
- Mood:
indescribable
guess what?
i passed my 2.4 km!! heh, not some ordinary pass ok...
i clocked in 16 mins + for 6 rounds. after many countless failed attempts, i finally passed..
(ahem, did i hear an applause?)
yes, i am just really happy.
thanks a milion to rachel for running with me and supporting me all the way for 3 rounds if im not mistaken.
at least, this load is finally off my mind.
even my PE teacher was kinda shocked when she heard that i had clocked in 16+ mins
it was due to me running non-stop for 6 rounds actually..haha..
sigh. you know i feel depressed yet again. that is, after i read other people's blogs
how shall i put it?
i am just really unprepared for the promotional exams and whenever i see someone consulting, i will get all jittery
this is bad, yes, it really is.
i have been trying to cook up a lot of things as motivation for me to work hard. it works for a while, then it dies down.
putting that aside, i was feeling weird yesterday.
around 8+, after my dinner, my nose started running. i had to use up lots of tissue and i sneezed non-stop, making my throat really dry. i tried doing my homework, but my eyes threatened to close and it feels really watery and dry and painful. soon after, i dozed off..
it was simply horrible. i woke up at 12 realising that i didnt even touch my homework. but my body was aching and i fell asleep right after i checked the time on my phone. and then, i woke up again at 3 and told myself that i have to wake up to finish my homework, but i couldnt because i ended up sneezing and making my throat all dry and hoarse. i was in bed sneezinf and sneezing for one whole hour. it was indeed bad. but im not sick (weird?)
then, amazingly, i fell asleep and to my horror, i woke up at 6:10. i was so angry with myself and i dragged myself to the toilet. i was still feeling unwell although there werent any fever.
if you read the blog entry from the beginning, you would have realised that i was able to run 2.4 today despite how horrible i felt just a few hours away. im not being boastful, but i think that i am really good!
and now, as i am writing this entry, my throat still feels a bit weird, but i'll survive!
haha =)
oh yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FELICIA!!
- Mood:
weird
firstly, i intend to write out this entry as subtly as i can to ensure that it can be understood by me, and no one else.
well, it is just that i feel that as a day pass by0, there is always a new lesson to be learnt. the thing is the lesson that had to be learnt is smacked right to my face every single day without fail. yes, i know this sounds ridiulous but it is depressingly true. maybe this serves as a lesson for me to reflect on the numerous "evil" things that i have done.
i guess i should just continue another day. i'm seriously tired and i dont want to drain myself. i have an interview tomorrow. if that is not nerve-wrecking enough, then switch life with me.
syaza
- Mood: restless
a few minutes ago, i had the urge of writing an entry. now, i am put off by the sight of this computer screen. i feel weird these past few days and i am so in need of an escapade to anywhere as long as there is no need for me to slog and think of the homework, assignments and whatnot that i have to complete. and people out there, wouldnt u agree that JC life is one of packed schedules, time constraints, etc?
but there is no way that i can escape from all this things. it's just inevitable. sheesh! i have to think of others at the back of my mind while trying to figure out a way to procrastinate. this is what i call the "intelligence" of students. ha!
suddenly, i just remembered that i dozed off in the bus today. i feel embarassed just typing it here. i so happened to be sitting next to my friend and when i dozed off, my head accidentally tilted till i landed on my friend's left arm...SUPER EMBARASSED. as nice as she is, she didnt really mind and im glad that i didnt sit at the upper deck or i would have to be woken up at the bus interchange. believe it or not, i am getting really sleepy and groggy as i type this entry
okay, end of story
syaz~
- Mood:
groggy
yes, i am finally able to update after a really long time.
hmmm, basically a lot of things have occured the past few weeks.
i dont want to elaborate any further.
just want to say that life is unpredictable
so, i shall be the usual gay person like i used to be
i mean, well, its no use brooding over things for a long time
i was really drained last week, my mood wasnt at the best
i'm really sorry if my mood actually affected those around me..
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it would be better if i could actually shout my lungs out NOW, but just look at the time...
i dont want to cause any disturbances
oh yah, i have already made up my mind
no more worrying
no more weeping
just give my best shot in whatever i do
THAT'S THE WAY RIGHT?
although all this may seem to be mere words, but im willing to give it a shot
okay!
im done!
1A03, let's get promoted as a class!
anyone else game for it?
- Mood:
rejuvenated
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